More Venting

I told myself I would not ever talk about personal drama on here. 

But I just need to vent in an indirect way...

I wish I could fix this. I know who reads this blog, and I know that YOU know my heart. But at this point I don't know what to do anymore. 

I am angry and hurt and sad and angry and hurt and sad. I pray about this. I ask my church to pray about this. 

I CANNOT fix it. But I can do the next right thing. I just...don't really know what that is right now. 

So...I will continue to pray for a miracle.