Thursday, September 9, 2010

Down The Rabbit Hole

That phrase is generally used to describe a sense of , 'We can't turn back now'. But I am using it to describe how I feel this week. 


I feel like I fell down a hole and I can't get out. 


A hole of self-pity and self-un-love. 


A hole of 'WHY ME'.


A hole of 'Where's MY rescuer?'


A hole full of fuckit that still has room for me. 


I am going to cry a lot today. Hopefully that will reduce some of the utter BLEH I feel right now. 


***edited at 1:28 pm...****
I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW!!!
I talked to my mommy and my bestie and they fixed it. Thanks girlies :)



2 comments:

  1. Just some family and work garbage that I'd rather not deal with. But I have crawled out and am MUCH better! Thank you Dmitriy!

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