That phrase is generally used to describe a sense of , 'We can't turn back now'. But I am using it to describe how I feel this week.
I feel like I fell down a hole and I can't get out.
A hole of self-pity and self-un-love.
A hole of 'WHY ME'.
A hole of 'Where's MY rescuer?'
A hole full of fuckit that still has room for me.
I am going to cry a lot today. Hopefully that will reduce some of the utter BLEH I feel right now.
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I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW!!!
I talked to my mommy and my bestie and they fixed it. Thanks girlies :)
Yo! What happened?
ReplyDeleteJust some family and work garbage that I'd rather not deal with. But I have crawled out and am MUCH better! Thank you Dmitriy!
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